Archives For November 30, 1999

Chain Gang

Nae's Nest —  June 3, 2012 — 1 Comment

Place my bead on the chain

A prayer designed for me

By those who I love

A prayer for the Chain Gang

A precious stone

Carved for all to see

With great care and time

A heavenly destiny

Nature’s riches

Porous and rough

Polished

Precision cut

Precious stone

Cultivated for me

Each word in the prayer

Chosen carefully

A prayer needed

My life, please save

More rare and precious

As the stones in the chain

My bead on the chain

Personalized

And engraved

Sent to the prayer chain

A member

Of the Chain Gang

Renee Robinson

Death Robe

Nae's Nest —  June 3, 2012 — 2 Comments

The black robe of death bestowed upon me

By whom?

Who among ye has given up?

Speak up!

I put my gloves on

I have not QUIT!

I throw the robe to the floor

Viciously kicking it out the door

Fighting the beast

Constant battle

I need your support!

We are all frazzled

The strain never lifts

The beast never quits

Growing, attacking, gaining more ground!

Ranks must unite

Circling around

We must kneel and pray!

We must kill the beast

To set me free

To give me peace

Renee Robinson

 

Sprinkle Our Dreams

Nae's Nest —  May 31, 2012 — 8 Comments

When I need you

I close my eyes

I open my mind

As if mesmerized

I feel your touch

As I think of you

Full of hope of what will come

The future of us

That we pursue

An endless future

Endless time

Dreamers, we are

Is that a crime?

The crime is having no dream at all

To spend together

Victim of Murphy’s Law

I open my eyes

I can see into yours

I hear your voice

As you whisper my name

We dream on a cloud

A cloud which is ours

Alone and together

Talking for hours

Our precious space

Our mind’s reward

Mesmerized and focused

Dreams unexplored

Space of the dreamaker

Created for us

Into this world and into the next

Sprinkles our dreams

Upon a white cloud

Followed by a song and a chant

A musical shroud

Blessed is our union

In this time and the next

Always yours

It is written

In text

Renee Robinson

Moonlight Run

Nae's Nest —  May 31, 2012 — 1 Comment

The earth opens

The shake of a quake

Vibrations strong

Massive ripples in the lake

The wild run of the horses

Magnificent, strong and smart

Just one of nature’s beauties

How can they not capture the heart?

Wild they run, hooves beating the ground

Thunderous vibrations, passionate sound

The beat goes on, natural rhythm

The wind shifts

Strong, vibrant and colorful

The wolf appears

A part of the wind

Everything struggling against the breeze

The wolf is still, he is at ease

Black clouds rolling in

Shelter is sought by all

Creatures are quivering

Wolf begins to call

He speaks to the sky

Howling to the moon

Blinded to the storm

No worries of doom

At one with nature

No reason to worry

He enjoys the glow

The thunderous lightening show

A fire breaks out

Dangerous and hungry

Quickly running across the land

Killing all it can

Nature’s clean-up

The way of the land

Sad as it is

It is part of nature’s plan

Thinning out the weak

Bringing in the new

Nature taking care of itself

And all it pursues

When the rain comes

Wolf seems to bask

His song still soaring in the sky

The sky of the moonlight run

Wild horses calmed down

Bedding down for the night

Silhouetted against the moon

Run with the sky

Of moonlight

Renee Robinson

Butterfly Dust

Nae's Nest —  May 21, 2012 — Leave a comment

“I need a band of a thousand”

“Warriors, healers and believers”

“Unite as one”

“She is in receiver”

Pointing to a small heap in the bed

“It is here, you are called!”

“It is here, you are led!”

A slight movement under the blanket

Catches a Warrior’s eye

Astounded such an army was called

For something so frail and so small

Sensing the Warriors doubt

The Leader stormed in anger

A black cloud came into the room

Thundering and hailing with doom

“You dare to question my command?”

“You dare to have any doubt?”

“You have been called to duty”

“Do as you’re told, or get out!”

The warrior once stood proud and tall

Seemed to shrink under command

Embarrassed, he was, by his actions

He felt he had just been damned

They gathered around the bed

A circle with no end

A small frightened woman lay

Her life, they had to mend

On bended knee, they begin to pray

The Commander held her hand

Anointing with her with olive oil

And a blessing from each man

A power came inside the room

It was strong and healing

But floated like a butterfly

Regardless of the feeling

Softly, it kissed her on the lips

Then floated around the bed

Colors of the butterfly

Dusting her body and head

The warriors voices rang

In unison they prayed

Butterfly dust sprinkled the bed

Quietly she lay

The troop left as if one

The butterfly went away

The frail lady went to sleep

Smiling where she lay

 Renee Robinson

                                                                    

Yellow Witch

Nae's Nest —  May 14, 2012 — Leave a comment

Hello All!

I posted a prayer about an hour or so ago.  It is called “Yellow Witch”.   I am going to post it several times throughout this week.  I would like to see it re-blog and sent to as many cancer patients as possible.

She is my Yellow Witch delivering a healing prayer to all cancer patients.  Please help me in getting her circulated around the internet.

thank you

Renee, Nae’s Nest

This is the link: http://naesnest.me/2012/05/14/yellow-witch-prayer-pass-her-on/

Thanks again!

Yellow Witch

Nae's Nest —  May 14, 2012 — 5 Comments

PASS YELLOW WITCH TO SOMEONE WITH CANCER

Yellow Witch is delivering a healing prayer to all cancer patients.  Please help in getting her circulated around the internet.  Pass her on…….

Thank you

Renee Robinson, Nae’s Nest

This yellow witch is sent to you

With a healing prayer

Asking God for a cure

Cancer Beware

Cast this vile disease out

Please Father, We pray

Bless this little yellow witch

Wash all cancer away

A misty kiss and a puff of wind

Hear us, Oh Lord

Cradle us in angel wings

Strong so we may soar

Yellow witch

Stay with us

Remind us, this prayer

That we may pass on to another

Who is in despair

Amen

Renee Robinson

Healing prayer, poem, chant

Please, pass this prayer on to someone with cancer
Let the Yellow Witch touch as many as possible

May 14, 2012

Dear Diary,

Thursday I will have a CT Scan.  My first scan of many more to come,  since having cancer removed from my liver.  (4 small tumors).  I will see my Doctor immediately following the scan for the results.

In my case, it spread from my colon, through my lymph nodes and into my liver.  In spite of  the chemo treatments I had.  My first experience with chemo, left me with severe nerve damage to my feet and to my internal organs.  All of my organs were damaged in some way or other and have quirks.  Primarily my digestive system.    I have lost much weight due to an inability to properly intake or digest food.    I was wearing size large, I now wear size small.  I was in size 16-I am now wearing size 7.

A group of cancer Doctors (each specializing in different areas of cancer/chemo/treatments agree another about of chemo would probably kill me.  Even though, a different a different set of meds would be used, they will not risk giving it too me.

So, knowing most patients in my shoes, would have received chemo in addition to surgery….well, obviously, my chances of the cancer returning are increased.  I also know I am in the final stages of this cancer.  Basically, this means, I am in need of a miracle.

For these reasons, my writings/musings reflect on faith/spiritualism.  I can not help but focus on life, death…the hereafter.  It gives me great comfort and I hope it may comfort someone else as well.

Today, I ask for healing prayers.  I ask for a miracle.  I ask all to pray my CT scan comes out clean with no sign of cancer.

Most everyday, I seem to end up having a “theme” for the day.  It has been anything from a cat to an angel to a frog.  It is never anything I plan.  It is something my writings, my inspirations of the day seem to focus on naturally.  Today, it seems to be a “witch”.

However, today it is not only a witch.  It is a special witch.  I see a “Yellow Witch”.  Yellow, because yellow is “my color”.  My favorite color, my favorite flower and my personality are “yellow”.  Yellow is sunshine, happiness and friendship.  A witch is magical and full of healing energy.

I am going to write about a little yellow witch.  She is a special cancer witch.  I want her to travel the internet.  I want her to find other cancer patients.  I want her to share her magical words and prayers.  Her miracle poetry.   I pray for God to touch us all through my little yellow witch.  I pray for a healing.  I pray for miracles.  I  pray whoever receives my little yellow cancer witch also receives the a healing miracle too.

Please God, touch all of us.  We are all fighting for out lives, we are all seeking to live.  We are all in our final hours.  We all seek Your healing.  Please, whether through our medications, our surgeries, our Doctors or directly through your miraculous blessings, I pray…..we all pray collectively for a healing, a little yellow miracle.

Masked

Nae's Nest —  May 7, 2012 — Leave a comment

I lived for you all of these years

Slowly, I began  to disappear

I know you meant no harm.  No bad intent

Our paths crossed that was all, we made an attempt

Instead of letting the paths cross and go separate ways

We forced them to entwine, contorted and combine

I can no longer follow man, I have to live for me

I can no longer pretend, I hope you can see

I fear your disappointment, rigid are your ways

Mine has no structure, swirling windy days

I do have faith, I am holding on tight

I know you will pray, all will be right

I will always love you, this is still true

I removed my mask, I am revealed to you

Naked I stand, my heart showing through

All of my colors, minus the blue

Blue was the sadness you saw in my eyes

Now it is gone, since I realised

Hiding myself, the true me

Was draining my eternity

A slow leak in my pipe

My spirit slowly leaving, I was losing sight

I denied the divine , risking my soul

Taking a chance to never be whole

Without faith

All hope is gone

Without hope

My soul is gone

Renee Robinson

 

 

 

 

Smoke

Nae's Nest —  May 7, 2012 — 7 Comments

Smoke signals rolling out

From a chimney in New York

The natives had to adapt

This is now their resort

Gone are the harsh mountains

And dangerous wildlife

Cities are so much better

Free of clear skies and hard life

No more cooking outside

And hunting for meat

No more swimming

Or playing outdoors in barefeet

Waterfalls were noisy

So were the pesky birds

Honking horns and men shouting

Is much more preferred

How lucky the natives

To be treated so well

No more worries

Or digging water wells

I read those smoke signals

Only one simple word

Shouting it in smoke

Praying to be heard

A slow beat of the heat

My attention is held

A chant of one word

The word is

Help

Renee Robinson