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Secondhand Whore

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Secondhand Whore

You shopped in my store

Took my man right out the door

He is yours, my store is closed

You cant shop here no more

Secondhand Whore, prefers leftovers

Yesterday’s news and breaking up lovers

Took my man right out the door

Closed my store, Secondhand Whore

Your heart is black, my is gold

I am fresh, you are mold

Price is paid, he is sold

Took my man, your heart is cold

Secondhand Whore, prefers leftovers

Yesterday’s news and breaking up lovers

Took my man right out the door

Closed my store, Secondhand Whore

You don’t want, what you can have

You only want, what you can grab

Taking men, off the rack

Trying him on, and throwing him back

Secondhand Whore, prefers leftovers

Yesterday’s news and breaking up lovers

Took my man right out the door

Closed my store, Secondhand Whore

by Renee Robinson

The Promise

Nae's Nest — December 22, 2011 — 1 Comment

The Promise

Miles of mountains

Fields and desserts

Oceans apart

Only dreams

Uniting our hearts

All through the day

And during the night

Our time will come

Our hearts unite

Your face I will see

The promise complete

Souls united

When we meet

Our hearts together

Tomorrow has come

We will embrace

And become one

by Renee Robinson

Current Update on My Journey With Cancer

Nae's Nest — December 22, 2011 — Leave a comment

Stolen Identity

December 22, 2011

Dear Diary,

Once again I find myself in gut clenching turmoil as I await results to see whether the cancer has spread. My CEA (Carcinoembryoic Antigen) level has shot from an 1.6 average up over 33.3.

I will have a PET Scan tomorrow to see if the cancer has spread. I have had several “recurring” cancer scares now. I suppose it is something I will have to deal with the rest of my life.

Is it possible for one to get “used” to this? I imagine this “game” feels much like playing Russian Ruelet. Sooner or later, the hammer is going to strike. One can only dodge the bullet for so long.

I will not have the results of the PET Scan until Tuesday. Wow…that sounds so far away. The holiday is the reason for the extra long wait.

Time stands still again. When in sorrow time moves very slowly. When in joy, it moves much too

fast. When you think of it that way….Life really isn’t fair. Just like my Mom used to always tell me when I would cry so certain my life was coming to an end (ah…the teenage mind). Life Just Isn’t Fair.

Missing Person

Nae's Nest — December 22, 2011 — 1 Comment

Stolen Identity

I’ve lost my sense of identity

The part of who I am

Quickly life has changed for me

No longer can I stand

It started with a nightmare

Which turned to reality

Robbing my dignity

Devouring my sense of me

The makings of a monster

Hiding under the bed

Tearing away at my flesh

Getting inside my head

Terror resides in my chest

Making my heart flutter

Down deep within my breast

All I do is shutter

Every ring of a phone

Every second that ticks

Every drop of blood

I begin to feel sick

Has the monster grown

Waiting for more test

Has the cancer spread

Fingers stab my breast

In my chest Fear takes over

Waiting again

When will it be over

How will it end?

What will it be?

Will I die?

Where is ME?

I’ve lost my sense of identity

The part of who I am

Quickly life has changed for me

Slowly becoming history

by Renee Robinson

My Journey With Cancer – August 25, 2010

Nae's Nest — December 22, 2011 — Leave a comment

I’ve lost my sense of identity. My being, not just my hair or legs but my BEING…my sense of self has disappeared leaving behind this aged shell I know longer identify with. I have lost “who” I am.

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Santa Clause Has Lost His Mind

Nae's Nest — December 22, 2011 — 3 Comments

Dedicated to all of us who have “chemo” brain. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to you all.

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The Big Black Trunk by Mary Rice Somerville
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Eleanor L Niedeck The Big Black Trunk. What would you do if the Lord was coming? What would you do if forced to become one nation under one government? What if money was worthless and a computer chip had to inserted in the hand or head of every man, woman and child or starve without it?
What horrifying events to suddenly find yourself faced with all at once. This story follows one family faced with the end times and the decisions they chose. The times of tribulation are endless. Will Christ come? Or is this family just another set of kooks who will be proven wrong when nothing happens?
This book is very well written and once started, difficult to put down. The author tells it in such an insightful and humbling way it gives the reader pause to truly stop and think about what you would do if it were not only you, but your children as well. Would your faith be strong or falter? I recommend this for every Christian and every apolitical reader in general. It raises serious question and food for thought.Renee Robinson [[ASIN:1492844470 Misty Serenade: Wings (The Rise of Dragon Rose) (Volume 1)]] Series 1

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When Mountains Move by Julie Cantrell
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Julie Cantrell, When Mountains Move. A beautiful story with the right touch of romance, mystery and drama. Millie is a lovely character which at first glance, appears to be meek and gentle. Upon further reading, it becomes clear there is much more substance to her. Though she lacks confidence in herself, she is incredibly strong. She has lived through difficult times. Where most would follow down the path they've always known, Millie manages to overcome, seek and find a better life. Something she knew existed, but never had.With time and experience, like a fine wine, an author continues to improve. I will be happy to watch this author as I know it is difficult to improve perfection.
Renee Robinson [[ASIN:1492844470 Misty Serenade: Wings (The Rise of Dragon Rose) (Volume 1)]]

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The Guardians by T.M. Franklin
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

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ISBN: 9781612131719 , The Guardians, by T.M. Franklin's – Part 2 of a trilogy. Tells of college student, Ava Michaels. She is intelligent, funny, and “the girl nextdoor” type. She is in love with Caleb Foster who comes up missing. Throughout Ava's efforts to find Caleb, her life and others are at risk as The Rogues, a rebellious group of the race, follow plans of of their own which take everyone by surprise. I can't wait to read the final book. This story is creative, riveting and original. It is a must of the shelf of all sci-fi, fantasy and even paranormal buffs.

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