I Am Free

Nae's Nest —  November 15, 2012 — 3 Comments

Climbing a mountain

The mountain is too high

Chasing a dream, faster than me

Trying to grasp onto success

But all I find are regrets

I’m the child with low self-esteem

Always afraid to speak up in class

I am an adult who is all alone

Nothing more than an office drone

My mind goes out more than my self

My rent is due but I have no wealth

A spiritual mess without any soul

Even it hates me, I am out of control

In constant pain without relief

If I die, there will be no grief

Perhaps that is the answer for me

For I am a body no one can see

Other than work, I’ve nowhere to go

Just TV and a comedy show

I’ve made a decision that I will keep

Tonight is the last for me to weep

I have no soul, no worries here

No more bullying for me to fear

I am nothing but constant care

My heart, I know is beyond repair

It will be so easy, just one little gash

Maybe two  if  I can still slash

This life will be over in a blink of the eye

No one will care, not even I

Here I go, to explore the next span

Maybe next time, I will be a better man

Here I go! Open the door!

Beyond that portal

I am free

to explore

Renee Robinson

Nae's Nest

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I find myself "Dancing With Cancer", problem is...I can't dance. I stumble, bumble, and get pulled along. To keep my sanity, (humor me), I write short stories, a journal, musings and poetry....just about anything goes.

3 responses to I Am Free

  1. 

    I understand those feelings and struggle with them myself….

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