The longer the chemo treatments continue, the longer and worse the side effects. I am back to not being able to eat much as my mouth and lip sores are too bad and nothing tastes good. The only place I want to be is in bed and the only thing I want to do is sleep. Even keeping up on my blog is a job. I am down to one post a day–IF I am lucky.
I can’t tell you how much I dread the chemo days (like today). I have said before and will say again…if it were not for my loved ones….I would stop the treatments and let the cancer run its course. However, I did get good news yesterday. My cancer count bloodwork went from 90 (2 months ago) all the way down to 17 which tells us the chemo is doing an ass-kicking job. I figure I will have a cat scan soon and will pray like I never have that the tumors will be completely gone. To go from not much of a chance to survive to ass-kicking blood draw results…is really something. It helps me to take my “poison”.